# 12

Obviously, my adorable and chic blog layout is gone. Why, you may wonder. Well, because life's unfair.

I have absolutely no idea why, but it just didn't work anymore.

Now I'm forced to rely on this... thing until I can fix a new one. But believe me, I will make a new, so don't you fret.

As a side-note, I've rediscovered Poupéegirl. I'm sitting like an obsessed ten-year-old, mixing and matching different outfits, and having the time of my life. Which is just tragic. But I can honestly say that there's nothing else I'd rather do right now.

And good news, kittens! I've been accepted at two universities for the spring! This means that I'll study both Japanese and Chinese, and frankly, I will be so insanely awesome at both. You may or may not think that this was an outburst of unnecessary bragging, but it's actually the truth. If there's one thing I'm good at, it's languages.

The main point, however, of me being once again a part of the society, is that I'll get money!! Sweet, lovely cash, just waiting to be spent! Of course, I'll have to pay back my $700-debt to my friend. I'm really most grateful to her, not every 18-year-old would do the same (even if they had the money to lend from the beginning). Then after repaying her, I must save for the summer. I'm going to Paris x 2, and possibly once to Rome.

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I'll probably remain poor for the rest of my life. ;___________;

# 4

Since I last published anything here I have managed to do a bunch of things, including meeting lots of new people (and not one of them from my "class" at university) and quit my education! :D

...

Not so :D.

Quitting my law studies means that I have nothing to do all day, and most important of all, I have no money. For October, November and December I have $40 only. Yeah, I know, it's totally awesome! :D:D

But still, I just couldn't stand staying there. I'm not joking when I say that every moment there was torture. I just didn't understand anything. This could of course be because of me not trying hard enough, but I couldn't even muster enough motivation to try. I just hated it. And all the time I was sitting there, I didn't say a word, I just kept fighting the urge to just stand up and leave and never come back. In the end it got to strong, and I gave in.

So now my days are void of anything. I can't really hang out with friends, since they are busy with their lives, and sleeping all day and partying all night doesn't work, when I haven't got any money.

And yeah, I'm too lazy to get a job.

I really have no right to complain. Now I'm just waiting for time to go, so I can survive this and start the Japanese course I've applied for. It starts in January, I hope it will be awesome! I really love languages, so I'm looking forward to it very much.

# 3

I HATE IT HERE!!

Or, OK, I don't really hate it here, what I hate are my new classmates. They're so booooriiiiiing.

Or, OK, the reason I find them boring is because I behave boringly to them, so they see no reason to hang out with me.

But I'm just no good in groups, I work better one on one. :'c Then my charms are without comparison.

And I'm being serious, I don't think there's anyone who has been able to resist me when confronted with me alone.

♥ on me.

# 2

The packing is driving me insane. I have only 24 hours left, but my room is a complete mess, and I can't find anything. I don't even know what I should bring in the first place!

Please, someone, help me.

# 1

In just one day, I'll move to Uppsala.

:s

Do you know what that means? I'm gonna be all alone, in an unknown town, with unknown people, probably a lot older than me. Not to mention the fact that I'll have to study harder than I've ever done before.

Sometimes I wonder if my decision on becoming a judge was such a good idea.