# 7

I feel accomplished and very grown-up today~!



1: I wake up and got some exercise together with my wonderful Carmen! I mean, how often do I exercise? Yeah, like once every year if I'm lucky, I know. Therefore, today was especially succesful, see no. 3.



2: I cleaned my bathroom, and even enjoyed it. Although I must confess the word 'disgusting' doesn't really express exactly how disgusting it was. Let's just say that I moved in here in the end of August, and today was the first time I did enything remotely similiar to cleaning in there. I'm really ... lazy, and lacking basic survival instincts, I suppose. Tomorrow, I plan on cleaning up in my bedroom. I'm not kidding when I say that it reminds me of somewhere a drug addict and his druggie friends live.



3: As if the morning exercise wasn't enough, I even took a walk before making dinner. I'm at a loss of words at my own superbness. I love talking walks, especially in the autumn and winter, so maybe I'll make it a habit! God knows I have enough of bad ones, a good one will be most welcome. I haven't really set my foot outside my apartment except for going into town, so I got kinda lost for a while. But I kept myself busy with taking pictures until I found my way back home, though, so no harm done.



4: I cooked dinner, and ate it. I'm too lazy to cook, so it doesn't happen too often. Usually I only eat a sandwich, if I eat anything at all. But today, I cooked some pasta and made a delicious tomato sauce! ♥



5: And yeah, I read lots of fics. I always do. But when is

The Mafia Runner

going to be updated again? I miss it so much, it's perfect and I need it! If you haven't already read it, READ IT! It's really wonderful. ♥♥ (It contains slash, or male on male action, so if you don't like, you shouldn't read it. But if you do like, READ!)

# 6

My best friend and I are growing apart.

She has made lots of new friends, and I'm no longer no. 1. She has to make new friends.

But we were one, and now we are nothing.

# 5

OK, so my life nowadays consists of reading blogs and reading fanfics and updating my status on Facebook.

Haven't you also thought about how illogical it really is that one never updates when a lot of things are happening and you have something to tell, but when you are bored and there's nothing going on, you update all the time?

# 4

Since I last published anything here I have managed to do a bunch of things, including meeting lots of new people (and not one of them from my "class" at university) and quit my education! :D

...

Not so :D.

Quitting my law studies means that I have nothing to do all day, and most important of all, I have no money. For October, November and December I have $40 only. Yeah, I know, it's totally awesome! :D:D

But still, I just couldn't stand staying there. I'm not joking when I say that every moment there was torture. I just didn't understand anything. This could of course be because of me not trying hard enough, but I couldn't even muster enough motivation to try. I just hated it. And all the time I was sitting there, I didn't say a word, I just kept fighting the urge to just stand up and leave and never come back. In the end it got to strong, and I gave in.

So now my days are void of anything. I can't really hang out with friends, since they are busy with their lives, and sleeping all day and partying all night doesn't work, when I haven't got any money.

And yeah, I'm too lazy to get a job.

I really have no right to complain. Now I'm just waiting for time to go, so I can survive this and start the Japanese course I've applied for. It starts in January, I hope it will be awesome! I really love languages, so I'm looking forward to it very much.

# 3

I HATE IT HERE!!

Or, OK, I don't really hate it here, what I hate are my new classmates. They're so booooriiiiiing.

Or, OK, the reason I find them boring is because I behave boringly to them, so they see no reason to hang out with me.

But I'm just no good in groups, I work better one on one. :'c Then my charms are without comparison.

And I'm being serious, I don't think there's anyone who has been able to resist me when confronted with me alone.

♥ on me.